I have decided

I am going to move back in with my parents. Things have been too rough here and it's time to just pack mine and Kadyn's things and move out. I hate to do this to Harvey but I can't deal with my roommates anymore. Them drinking and trashing the house after I just spent 5 hours cleaning it. I just can't do it anymore. So when my parents get home from up north. Me and Kadyn will be moving back in with them. I think it's the best and the healthiest for my child. 

Kadyn is with his great grandma right now because i needed to get him out of the house while the two people were drinking. They drank too much and I'm just going to say they caused a huge huge mess. I am very disappointed in them. I quit drinking and I feel better about myself. I don't drink at all. Not socially, not even a sip or one drink nothing. When I got to the bar I drink water, or juice. Thats it. They were very rude to me following me with their drinks. 

Kadyn is doing really good though. I have him doing this exercise where I put his legs out and I will put his head between them and he will lift himself up on his own. Kadyn can lift his whole tummy and neck and head up and he does it 5-6 times and then he gets frustrated. He likes it at first though. I think it is good to build up his back strength. He actually thinks its a game. He will come up, wait for me to clap, and when I'm done he will go to go back down, Of course I  help him down because he would just throw himself down. I think we are making more progress in getting him to like sitting up which I am glad. I am calling Monday again about his chair and I think that will really help with him sitting up. 

Well I am going to try and get some sleep now...I hope