So I have always had issues with Kadyn's dad helping out with the care of Kadyn. I understand he works midnights and goes to school, but wouldn't you think on his days off he would want to spend time with his child. Today I just got fed up. I wanted him to see what it was like to care for a special needs child all day and all night. Well I gave Kadyn to Harvey, without saying a word and I just walked out. I took my dog for a walk, I went out to eat, I went shopping and even caught up with an old friend. My luck Kadyn sleeps all day, so now I look like I have it easy!! So now I am going to take off for the night. Because I want to show Harvey how frustrating it can be when you want to sleep but can't because your child is up all night. Now am I wrong for this? I kinda feel like a bad parent but I want Harvey to know that raising ANY child isn't easy. I want him to know that it is exhausting work and it is a full time job in it's own. It felt great to have a mommy day. I needed it. Now I am going to go out and just have fun with a bunch of my friends. I told Harvey that I am staying the night at my moms and I will be back to get them for easter at his uncles in the morning. He protested and I don't care. I am going, he needs to know. Maybe I will get a lil more respect from him. It's hard, so hard.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Kadyn is doing really good though, He is acting a little weird though. He wakes up int he middle of the night screams then give him his bottle and he goes back to sleep, and he slept all day, I am hoping he is just going through a growth spirt. Oh I can only hope.
Well i am going to leave now
Posted by Sara at 4/11/2009 06:39:00 PM