Ignoreing frustration :-(

So the Physical therapist said during his therapy Ignore is frustration because it will make him stronger. When babies get frustrated they use more muscle. How can i ignore that? Its soooooo hard. I am trying to so hard to let him be frustrated to not baby him, but he is my baby and he has been through sooo much. I think im getting more frustrated and upset then he is. Im thinking about quiting my job again. Im really thinking about it. I just want to spend my time at home with my lil guy. He is such a big boy and i work the first 6 months of his life quit then went back to work. I dont knw anymore.

Kadyn is doing really good though. He is eating great, and gaining weight. He needs a bath tonight though. Im going to bath him right after i feed him for the last time then off to bed he will go. He is such a sweetie. I have to work tomorrow morning, which i usually dont work weekends but i volenteered to help out and work. I get paid for it :-) haha. IM thinking that im going to do lil things here and there to make money. for example : i may get a paper route, plusm im possibley going to take harvey to court for child support, he is paying now but im going to ask for more..and if he isnt going to get it, the court will make him. ANyways.

I am just too frustrated to think ofanything to write, between work harvey and kadyn im just emotionally, and physically drained. I need to sleep for about a week.