Kadyn still decided it would be a fun time to just stay up all night. SO once again after being up with him all day and all night all weekend long I did it again. What was I thinking when I hoped his dad would help a little. Oh well. Thats okay. At least I know Kadyn got taken care of. My goal for the new year is to look at the positive side of everything, that is what I told myself that I would do. So here is step one.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Even though Harvey doesn't spend any time maybe 5 minutes a day with Kadyn, I'll look at is as, more time for my to spend with Kadyn
Just because Harvey doesn't go to any doctors appointments at all, I am going to look at it as, Kadyn needs me more when he is in the hospital and it feels great to be needed the most.
Just because Harvey doesn't do as much as I would like him to do, it gives me something to do during the day.
Sleep? Whats sleep? I'll let Harvey sleep because he will be missing out on Kadyn not me. I'll stay up forever if I have to.
It's time to change things. Knowing that soon it will be all over and I'll be moved out on my own makes me feel better. So I am going to just stay positive, enjoy the lil 5 minutes breaks I get and sleep when I can.
Kadyn is helping a lot with this whole positive thing. He laughes whenever I ask Harvey to do something for me. I know he doesn't know whats going on really when it comes to that, but to me its cute. It's like he knows it most likely won't get done.
Kadyn has been doing really good though. He has been happy, no throwing up anymore, must of been a one time thing. Tomorrow his Great-Grandma wants him, but I am probably just going to keep him home since his schedule is all messed up. I don't want them to have to stay up all night because he wants to. Until I get his schedule changed he can just stay home. I don't think we are going to go over there for dinner either, well I am not. I think I am going to make Harvey take Kadyn over there and I think I am going to go out with my friends to dinner or whatever. I just need my friends right now.
I'll have to come home and prolly stay up all night with Kadyn but oh well. I am used to that now. Nothing new there.
Well I am going to try and get some shut eye Kadyn just fell asleep. I'll have to get up with him in an hour to give him his medications.
Posted by Sara at 3/01/2009 03:33:00 AM