Why am I discouraged? Why is my heart so sad? I will put my hope in God! I will praise him again - my Savior and my God!
~ Psalms 42:11
Today I had my first break down since Harvey has been gone. I don't know why but between Kadyn's mood with this weather and starting to feel totally alone I just lost it. I cried for a good 20 minutes and then I got my head together and prayed. I felt a lot better after I prayed. I prayed for strength and I prayed that God would wipe my tears and give me happiness through this situation. It helped a lot.
I then walked in my room to see Kadyn napping. I thanked God for the peace and quiet I would have the next hour-2 hours. So I decided to nap. I woke up to a happy, smiling, laughing toddler and I felt peace in my heart. This weather has just been rough for Kadyn. He is so weather sensitive. I feel so terrible when it rains because I know he has to have the worst headache in the world. I try to comfort him but he doesn't like to be held and doesn't want to be bothered, so I make sure he has his babe and I lay/sit next to him. Thankfully today I was able to get a bunch of running done, although I wasn't able to go get his formula I will do that tomorrow. Also I have to send out Harvey's package and try and find Duck Invitations, if not I will just settle for whatever.